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there's this girl
calling it now you're probably overthinking something or being silly
in my class who i think might hate me. almost every time i'm nearby (seats/tables change every week), she moves to a different seat far away from her assigned seat. we have spoken before, and she didn't seem mad, so i'm not totally sure. i would ask her why she hates me, but i ran this scenario in my mind and in that scenario she asked me the real question is why am i paying so much attention to her. and scenario-she is right, i don't have an answer to that question, i don't know why the fuck i notice her so much, i don't know what's wrong with me. i find her to be very noticeable, she has a lot of qualities that i may or may not care that much about, she's very smart in that bored kind of way because it's all so easy for her, but she's curious and an original thinker, she's also quite the comedian when she wants to be, and she's into science and gaming and art. goddammit, maybe i'm just overthinking it, she doesn't like that i notice her, she probably thinks it's creepy, i reap what i sow, i should just keep my mouth shut
yea it sounds like your overthinking it. i play mental scenarios too but they usually are inaccurate to how someone else is. kind of like dreaming. though she sounds noticable and adorable, just not your friend so it may be odd to be around her. things can change but it shouldn't be forced.